As I sit here and write this post I have this incredible feeling of guilt.
I feel guilty that my wife has to go off to work and I get to sit here and play on the computer all day.
I am actively searching for work and I know that something will come along eventually, yet I feel bad every morning when I see my wife leave to go to work and I'm still sitting here. I know it's somewhat ridiculous to feel this way, but it's how I feel and I can't help that.
Don't get me wrong, I do like hanging around the house and doing things for my wife that she doesn't have the time do, yet I still have this sense of laziness. I can't understand how anyone would want to live this way. I hear about husbands who stay at home and don't do anything all day but play video games and don't clean the house or anything, how can anyone be so selfish?
I don't get it and I don't like not contributing to the household responsibilities.
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